Airplane, tomorrow Jan1st will be six months into my loss. Those tears will hopefully ease up a bit. No telling with grief its paths and ways. Just last night I went through the memory rerun. My hands felt so empty without his large head to stroke, or his big body to cuddle against. And like you I don't urge on the memories, quite frankly they are too painful.
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Razzle and Dara. Our clan. RIP Karma Dec 24th 2004-July 14 2013 RIP Zoey Jun9 th 2008-May 12 2012. RIP Magic,Mar 26 2006July 1st 2018 |