Thank you all again for your kindness and support. It means a lot to me. With my dogs, my goal has always been to just enjoy them to the maximum and to be happy with them, and with Maezie, as with all my dogs throughout my life, I can say I achieved that goal and it was very gratifying to have her be such a huge part of my life. I can say that this has been one of the biggest losses of my life. It's definitely right up there with losing a family member or a close friend. It really hits you hard to the core. It's been unbelievably hard. I've attached a picture of Maezie, this was a pic of her after she got a haircut when I decided that we were done showing and I just wanted her to have a nice short haircut. That pic will probably be one of the pics that I include in the framing of all of her rosettes, her favourite toy, her show bow, pic of her in a calendar, etc. I'm hoping by Christmas I'll have it all figured out and a nice box frame of it all together. Something that I can keep forever and display very proudly on one of my walls. I miss her so much. And I'm still going through a lot of pain thinking about how I'll never see her again. Life can be so unfair. |