Just wanted to share a pic of Maezie, so I attached a pic to this post. These last 6 days have been horrible. When I lost Bijou a few months ago it hurt a lot but in a very different way than this. He was so old and had dementia, and with Maezie it was just so sudden and unexpected. The shock factor has just been unbelievable. I'm scared that I'm going to be grieving for a very long time. It just shatters your life. And it just feels hard to function and you just feel very sad. |