[gemy]

My eyes still weep. I thought after the first two days of like a movie going off in my mind ,that I had no control of, that this was me grieving. Well apparently it was only the start. I have a very deep pain I need to release. I can't fathom how to do this. I am still weeping.

Folks some at least say get another dog. I. Can't yet. Maybe Magic is my heart dog. There is no replacement for him. At least for me. I have two dog that need me, that i promised to love and keep safe. And so I stumble on day to day