[amberw725]

I am glad to have come across this thread. I lost my baby 2 weeks ago on New Years Day.

I keep thinking 'time heals all wounds', but every day is the same... I wake up and feel OK and try to go about my day. But as the day progresses I think about him and get so incredibly sad that he isn't with me. I try to focus on happy memories or look at pictures of him being silly, but it only makes me long for him more and miss him and wish he were with me.

I have a hard time sleeping at night because I replay his last day in my head. I think of the time we spent together and how much I hope he felt the love I had for him.

I am struggling so terribly, and all I want is a day without tears.