So very sorry for your loss. I Know what you're going through and I truly am sorry. I'm trying to find the right words to say but I keep drawing a blank page. They say time heals all wounds and this is true. Time can't bring our loved ones back but it does provide a way to cope with the loss a little easier. Friends and family have a way of pulling us through the grieving. You've found friends here also that will grieve with you and comfort you alone the way. Yorkie talk has really helped me anyway. Everyone ive talked to here has been a real blessing in helping with the grieving and they'll be a blessing to you as well. Prayers sent to you and your family. I know it's hard right now.