OMG I am SO sorry. My heart is breaking for you...I can feel the pain in your writing. There is no magical way to deal with it....my first one I lost had me in bed crying for four days. You just have to allow yourself to grieve.
Talk to him...ask him if he is ok....tell him to send you a sign. Sometimes they do....I have had it happen.
I will keep you in my prayers.....and pray that your happy memories with him will soon help to comfort you.
A favorite saying of mine: "Death leaves a heartache no one can heal, love leaves a memory no one can steal."
Godspeed Binky ... |