Hi there again, another update (not sure why my posts aren't being approved in a timely manner?) :-/ but the specialist called me to say that Binky's albumin has dropped along with his calcium, so she felt more comfortable hospitalizing him at her office so she could keep a closer eye on him and give him meds and fluids via IV. I went to the office to bring him a blanket and some of his babies (toys/stuffed animals) and I bawled seeing my poor baby sitting with an IV in his little arm. I held him and talked to him for a while. When I was leaving, he watched me until I walked out the door.
I am so worried he will feel like I have abandoned him. My poor baby. I'm trying to stay positive, but I can't stop thinking about him and how badly I will sleep tonight without my little snuggle buddy.