I knew he was in the last stages of his life but we still weren't prepared for the suddenness of it all. He was 10 and slowing down a bit but we thought we wouldn't have to worry about death until he was 12 or 13. Never in a million years did we think he would lay in our lap one minute and be gone the next. Watching him pass away is the worse feeling in the world. We felt so helpless when he needed us the most. It still like a bad dream. |