Thank you so much everyone for your kind words. Every day I am getting stronger and stronger. The first three days were the hardest and I stayed in bed crying constantly. Now I only cry and get choked up if i talk about him, so I am still not speaking too much. But I am so grateful that 11 years ago when I first got Kobe, I found this forum for help and now after he passes, I am able to return here for emotional support and understanding. |