Sad Dear Ann.
I know how the tears can flow, but it is all we can do when our babies leave us.
It is strange that my tears and devastation were eased a little some time later when I had a dream that I was outside my home and a big white bird flew down towards me but would not land on my outstretched hand. I then put a treat on my hand and the bird came down and took it and flew away for ever. Then I knew it was my baby telling me she was safe and home in heaven. It was a kind of closure that made me see she was not coming back. Now, with that memory, my tears are with yours, so sad,
I do so feel for you and your pain. Hugs, love and prayers. |