[yesenia83]

I haven't been on in quite some time and as i look around i see so many of the pups that we my guys age have passed on too.

Snuggle crossed the rainbow Jun 16 2016 after I had her admitted into the hospital for a massive seizure secondary to lymphangiectasia ( i have never hated a disease more). she was 14 and we have struggled with lots of er visits and close calls for 2 years but she kept pulling thru.

My ex-husband and I decided she would continue to push even though her body was failing her because we are her people. You speak of euthanasia and the compassion that it is for your beloved pet when they are suffering and we knew that the time came and Man I have had some major losses in my life but nothing compares to this... making that active decision to end her pain.

I have no human children and these little guys were My babies, my forever toddlers .

Spyro 8/28/05 -01/23/16 died very suddenly and tragically last january due to what we later found out was a mass rupture on his spleen. he had labs done in october for dental and how that never came up is still a mystery. I can talk about him now with all the fond memories but can vividly remember us trying to give him CPR when he collapsed out of nowhere after i gave him a little piece of a oranges ( his favorite) he was jumping around happy and zooming around my apartment and then that's it... gone.


Snitch is our last old guy who turned 12 on june 15 the day before Snuggles passed. He's been extremely depressed and we have just been hugging him and loving on him a whole lot more to help him with it. Spyro and he were thick as thieves and when Spyro passed he experienced this type of depression but then he followed Snuggles everywhere to now be the only animal in the house. he has never experienced being an only furbaby so i am worried that he could pass out of sadness.

getting another furbaby is currently not an option for me since my current living situation is a live-in separation with my ex/husband.

And I'm a hot mess and I know it will take time but right now its so so hard.

anyways, thanks for reading,

yesenia