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I can't begin to describe how broken my heart is, we had the whole family for so many years Ginger was the mom, then her babies were Stella, Rose, and Tess We lost Ginger in 2013 then we lost one in Aug 16 and another in Oct 16 and now Stella I can't believe we lost 3 in a year, I know in my heart it was time for Stella she was blind, deaf, wandering a lot and she would relieve herself where she was, food was always hard I would make Chicken and Rice or Hamburger or Bacon just to flavor her food but still hard to get her to eat, she was about 3 lbs down from 6 I just can't get my heart to agree that I did the right thing, I want her back so bad. My husband and I can't even stay in the house it so empty now with no pets. We also had to cats years ago so its been 25 years with pets. I don't know how to soothe my heartache I know its soon and it will come in time but we always had another baby to come home to to help us thru and no we don't so so sad feeling