[Marymommer]

I went to Rochester MN. To help my daughter with her three girls, two are babies, a 21 month old, and a one month old. And a 10 yr old. I had stayed at the hotel with the Girls. M
Y daughter thought I should look at one home. So we drove up. It was cold, I had Ragin in his sweater. I rolled the window down a crack, then I went back to roll it down further. He was a me too kind of guy. He was my service animal, so we were never separated. So I got his sling out. his safe place from to many feet. I put him in his sling. I went to walk up, and part of the driveway was broken. My sho got caught on it, I tripped and fell, right on my little Ragin. I quick grabbed the bag and pulled him out. he had the look on his little eyes, that said mommy, mommy please help me. I couldn't , I had broke his aorta, h died in my arms. He bleed out from his nose and mouth and I couldn't help him.
My heart melted. I cry and cry and cry for him. My husband passed away three years ago, Ragin was all I had. My eight children went together for mothers day and pooled their money and bought me a new baby.

It helps my heart a little, there will never be a new Ragin. My new guy is 12 weeks old, and it's been raining and windy and very cold, and he doesn't want to go outside. I sprayed pads, my little Ragin was pad trained. This guy has yet to use a pad or go outside. At his home he had a doggie door, and he followed his mom to a deck. Here he will need to learn the grass.
Broken hearted, with an aching heart. I know he's in doggie heaven.