Thank you for writing this to me, it gave me great comfort to know that one day this awful pain will ease, I still cannot bring myself to pick up his dog bowls, or to put his toys away, they are all just where he left them, I just keep waiting for him to bound in and take up where he left off, it is such a overwhelming feeling, and I never knew that such pain could be felt after the loss of of my precious Bailey, maybe you are right and in the future I maybe lucky enough to find another Yorkie to love, but at this moment, I don't know if I could ever go through this pain ever again. I found myself talking about the adventures we had together and looked at the 100's of photographs of him I have, and for the first time in days, I actually smiled as I could see what a happy and mischevious dog he was in every photo, I hope that I gave him the best life he could have possibly ever wanted, because he gave me back so much more. RIP Bailey xx |