oh my God I would give anything in the world to have my two huskies & two labs alive again with me. I miss each of them everyday and only wish I had them still with me.
When I had to put my first huskie down at 9 yrs old due to a liver desease and illness. It killed me literally. I never ever want to make that decision again. I felt guilt and pain for the past five years remembering his last moments alive with me. I believe only God decides who lives or dies. The memory has haunted me even though it was the right thing to do for my dog. I would have carried this 80 lb guy on my back if it would have helped. He was suffering and I out of love for him couldn't bare to see him in pain and not have his quality of life any longer, so because I loved him with my heart and soul I did it for him not for me!, and believe me it killed me and broke my heart. so if you can sleep at night go ahead and be God, if you truly loved this dog you will feel deserved guilt. Say a prayer and I can only pray you make the right decision After all her life is in your hands. Packer's mom. |