I think the hardest part of all of this is making a decision about which way to go in terms of treatment.
I am seeing a plastic surgeon this week. I want to explore all options before deciding what to do. I honestly don't know that I can go through radiation again. That was brutal and in spite of the fact that they try to tell you how much less harmless it is than it used to be, it still has risks that are not appetizing. Hindsight is 20/20 ... if I could go back, I might have chosen differently the first time...so this time I am really thinking long and hard about all options.
I spoke with the oncologist on Friday and she said the surgical team plans on bringing me back in this week. UGH That last visit with the surgeon was not a good one. I honestly wanted to punch him.
Anyway.....this is the first time today I even thought about this, but I did want to kind of update you all. |