 My baby lost his battle
Thank you for the replies. I have a new baby coming in a few weeks. I need some time to be able to function again. I met my new little guy yesterday. I hope it will help because right now I feel like I can't go on. I cried in Burger King yesterday when I saw chicken nuggets and started to get them for Ajay. I hate coming back home because he is not at the door. I hate coming to bed because that was his favorite thing to do. I know he is in a good place now and am happy for that. I'm crying for me. I know you guys understand. I am sooo thankful that I had all the years with him. He was never sick until the last little while. I know it will get bearable but this is awful. |