[matese]

I am so very, very sorry for the loss of your sweet baby.They leave such a big impack on us when it's their time to leave. I lost my girl when she was 17 yo. For 6 weeks I could not function, cried all the time. I was never going to have another dog again. I have lost many sweet babies and it does not get any easier. 6 weeks after my girl was gone I received a call from my vet, they had just gotten a 2 1/2 yo little boy, a surrender, not an abused dog. I gave her all the reasons why I did not, could not have another dog, she pleaded with me to "just come to see the dog" she said there was something about this little guy that reminded her of my Matese. Out of respect for my vet thinking of me when she got this little guy in and to appease her I did go to "just see the dog". Well he came home with me that very day. He helped ease the pain of losing my best friend, he filled that empty spot in my heart with love, made my house a HOME again. I was BLESSED to have this lil boy that was no longer wanted by his prev. owner.
Many ppl grieve in different ways, if you are thinking of getting another baby, I say GO FOR IT. It will help you heal, Ajay will ALWAYS be in your heart and NEVER forgotten. Not a day goes by that I don't think of my girl and she is gone this Oct. 3 years. My little rescue rescued ME, I was in a very DARK place before he come into my life. My life is now complete and I have a perfect little boy that is by my side 24/7. (((hugs))) I do hope you find that special little baby that will bring sunshine and love back into your life.