We just lost our little girl Tessy, and now it looks like we are going to lose Rose, she has been just staying in her bed all day, only eating one meal , and not really eating much then. She is blind now and we are so afraid she is going to fall, same as Tess uses to do. She threw up blood last night for the first time. She has kidney disease like her mother and sisters, So if she stays in bed all day and most of the night, is blind, and has kidney disease i am being so selfish, but i don't want her to go from me. And poor Stella our last little girl what is she going to do all alone? I work at home M and F but on the other 3 days she is going to be so lonely I just feel numb and so so sick feeling about this
we have an appt' at 6 and since she is so old and this is ongoing i think i know the outcome for her sake , its probable the right one BUT IT HURTS SO MUCH i know i am rambling but can 't get my thoughts straight
