I definitely feel your pain! It was so hard to make the decision to spay Toto .... well, not "to do" it, but when! I knew that it was best for her and that's what I kept reminding myself. I thought I would just die before time to pick her up and for the next few days, she barely left my arms! When I realized that on about the second day, she was trying to bounce around like her old self, I also realized that
she wasn't suffering .... I was!!
She didn't even have to have any pain medication ... just needed a couple of days to sleep off the anesthesia and she was rearing to go!!
I guess what I'm trying to say ... little Bella will be fine, and definitely in our prayers! You will be too ... but I understand how hard this is for you! Please keep us updated!
