Hi - and welcome to YT - I so wish it was under happier circumstances for you and little Harley.
Right off, you are *not* being "selfish or stupid" - not in any way. You are merely struggling with a huge, heart wrenching decision here...and I really feel for you.
I have heard many times that radiation/chemo is very tough on dogs in general and given your Harleys rather poor prognosis here, I'm not sure I'd go thru all this if it were me. I also don't think I'd want my kiddo staying in the vet hospital for a week or so at a time while going thru this...wouldn't want his days spent like that. But keep in mind, I'm looking at this through the luxury of being on the outside too.
I wish some miracle would happen for you both, I really do.
Keep looking in your heart, and try to assess the quality of his life - and hopefully, you'll arrive at some decision eventually. Just know that whatever you decide, you've clearly given this little one a wonderful life!
Keep us posted on how you and Harley are doing. My thoughts are with you both.
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