It took me so long to respond to this post because I watch my Brandi (RIP) suffer her last day as well. It brought back so many memories of my own traumatic experience with my Brandi. We made it to the emergency vet but she was in shock by the time we got there. I made the painful decision to put her down. Your post had me in tears as I know how traumatic it is to watch them in so much pain and not be able to or have enough time to alleviate their pain. She passed away almost 3 years ago and I still beat myself up because I feel I let her suffered longer than she needed too. I have asked her forgiveness and hope that she is over the rainbow bridge living a life free of pain and suffering. She is there along with my other pets waiting for me to join them.
The pain does subside and your pain will be replace by warm smiles every time you think of your little one. It does take time but just know that your little one is in a much better place. From what I understand, pet psychics have said animals do not view death the way humans do. For them death is not an ending. We are here for you. |