I am so very sorry about your loss! To me what you are going through is normal. I lost Jingle suddenly with no time to prepare myself and I was devastated just like you. I wasn't able to eat, sleep or think. I didn't leave the house for a week, it is honestly one of the hardest things I have experienced. Holly, my poodle, had a terrible time missing her little buddy, her grief was heart wrenching to watch. Do not expect too much of yourself or your little boy too quickly. Take your time to heal and grieve. I thought I was loosing my mind, I would think I would hear Jingle bark, thought I seen him out of the corner of my eye, this happened several times. I was overwhelmed with it all, it felt like more than I could take. Personally I think how you are feeling is completely normal, you had a great loss of a precious little girl and that's not easy. Hugs and prayers to you in the coming days and weeks ahead. RIP Sweet little girl! |