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Originally Posted by nenamos  Thank you so much for the kind words. Last night was tough, my husband cried and was so emotional. He loved our little girl. Last year when I went to get her our breeder had my Edith and her half sister Abby available they were 8 months old at the time, my intention was just to get one but my husband fell in love with our Edith and said "we are taking both of them". What a joy those two were, unfortunately I lost Abby a few months later during a routine spay.
I never thought I would face this devastation again. I still mourn my Abby and blame myself for getting her spayed. This lost of Edith is just so much harder.... If I had just stay home yesterday maybe this accident would not have happened. I keep looking at pictures and just cry.... I told my husband I know it was a freak accident and could have happened to anyone....this is going to take time to get over it if we ever do. Thanks everyone for listening |
I am so sorry for your loss and feel your pain. I like to believe just as I do with humans that these little ones come into our life for a reason and the day they leave us was already in some great book somewhere.
Neither of you should feel any guilt, as it was purely an accident, but as humans these are the emotions that are completely normal and we unfortunately have to work thru.
They come into our lives in a whirlwind of love, it's so hard when it's time to give them back up to the heavens. I'm going to light a little candle for Edith and keep you and your husband in my thoughts.
(((HUGS)))