Thank you so much for the kind words. Last night was tough, my husband cried and was so emotional. He loved our little girl. Last year when I went to get her our breeder had my Edith and her half sister Abby available they were 8 months old at the time, my intention was just to get one but my husband fell in love with our Edith and said "we are taking both of them". What a joy those two were, unfortunately I lost Abby a few months later during a routine spay.
I never thought I would face this devastation again. I still mourn my Abby and blame myself for getting her spayed. This lost of Edith is just so much harder.... If I had just stay home yesterday maybe this accident would not have happened. I keep looking at pictures and just cry.... I told my husband I know it was a freak accident and could have happened to anyone....this is going to take time to get over it if we ever do. Thanks everyone for listening |