Getting prepared here for the worst for me but the best for Flossie. I have chosen to bring Flossie back and bury here at our house. We live way out in the secluded country and I will be a little more at peace knowing she will always be nearby when I want to visit her. As I pulled in our driveway after getting home from work, I noticed the wooden box my husband had built for Flossie to be placed in. My heart shattered but the box is perfect and she will be safe there. He has also dug the hole for her but I don't want to know where it is just yet. I have picked out two brand new baby flannel receiving blankets to wrap her in. As I stated earlier, my sister will be taking her but she will be just as comfortable with her as she would with me. I can not bear the thought of taking her. This is just a personal preference of mine.
Today Flossie is in the worse shape ever. She still can't use the bathroom and refuses to eat. She is just lying there lifeless and confused. I have spent some time with her this afternoon and might even be up all night. THIS IS REALLY HARD! |