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Originally Posted by Shicks  So very sorry. We lost our sweet little boy almost 2 years ago. I was beside myself for ever. I can't describe the emptiness in me. He was only 1 week into his 7th birthday. I felt very robbed, alone, sad, mad, afraid, anxious, and the lists goes on. I was in misery. I went on with my daily activities on automatic no feeling.
13 months later we had our little Ruger. He has been sent from heaven to us from our deceased one. He has kept me so busy I can't think of anything else.
I have portraits all over my house of our passed baby and just now I can look at them and smile and talk with him.
So for me, it took getting another baby to fix myself.
I couldn't begin to tell how long I would have been a basket case.
Prayers for your healing. |
First off Moonstruck I am so very sorry for your loss, nothing prepares us for the earth shattering devastation we feel when we lose our precious fur babies. I do not think we can love them too much, with all the love they give us they so deserve all the love. Do not be hard on yourself during this time, I lost Jingle in January and was a complete mess. I didn't leave home for a week. I couldn't eat, sleep, or do anything but cry. Basket Case would be a mild word to describe my state of being during that time. I still have bad times with it, even though it is better. I was at a pet store Saturday and they had a flag of a Yorkie angel that looked just like my Jingle and I started bawling right in the store, completely out of the blue.
I agree with Shicks completely, once I got Presley the healing started to begin. Without Presley I do not think I would be where I am with the grieving process. He has replaced tears with laughter, loneliness with puppy kisses, idle time with a busy baby. He hasn't replaced Jingle, as nothing ever could, but he has helped me tremendously and brought the joy back into our home. i pray soon you will be able to open your heart to a new baby, I think there are some of us that are destined to be Yorkie mommy's, I am so thankful I was one of the blessed ones to be chosen for that! Prayers and thoughts to you!