I am so sorry reading about your loss of your baby girl. It is normal what you are going through and time does heal. You will always have her in your heart. When we lost our Keally we had guilt feelings to. It was why didn't I do this or why did we do that and it was why? I went several times to my vet and he was so helpful and we went on to buy a healthy little girl from a reputable breeder. We keep Keally's pictures on the wall and her memories are with us everyday. Our new baby is five years now and we just love her to death. Sending a hug your way and time heals . Susan |