And if the grief and sadness isn't bad enough, I'm overwhelmed with feelings of guilt as well! I don't know if this is normal but I keep thinking back on all the times that I did NOT to play with her...or NOT take her outside because I was busy with a million things. I hate thinking about how long she was in pain or feeling sick and she couldn't tell me. I would never have left her side if I knew she was in pain.
