I thought I would give you all an update. I found a breeder I was comfortable with and went to meet her and the puppies yesterday. She has beautiful puppies and the mom was beautiful as well. I spent time at her house with her dogs and am very comfortable buying from her. The problem is... I didn't. I walked out without a puppy for now. I don't know if I'm still grieving for "Scruffy" so much that I'm just not ready yet or what. I can't believe I came home without a puppy. My husband was shocked.
It has been 5 weeks since I lost Scruffy and my world has been turned upside down. |