OMG..........my heart breaks for you. I can not even imagine the horrific panic and fear and pain that you had during this time.....nothing I can even conjur up to say or speculate about this heartbreaking event, could even begin to soothe your soul or mend your ruptured heart. I am so very sorry over the loss of your baby boy....I pray that you are healing, and that one day, you will be able to bring another baby into your life.....find you a reputable breeder that stands behind her babies....your chances of finding a healthy baby are much improved if you are dealing with a reputable breeder, and if there is an issue, your breeder will be right there with you...... |