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Originally Posted by Lilah Charm  I have lost countless members of my family to addiction, alcohol being a primary one and unfortunately numerous friends along the way too. It is a sad thing to take so many. I think any kind of external support would be an awesome thing and I totally encourage it. What a beautiful blessing that you get to live! That you got another chance! You must have had angels watching over you  and perhaps this was a blessing in disguise so that years and years of he wear and tear of alcohol abuse do not degrade you over time...waking up again groaning at what you do remember and wondering what it is that you don't remember, reaching for the Motrin, broken relationships and bad choices and always that hot craving running down your throat. Instead you got this great opportunity to suffer so deeply and come so very close to death to appreciate the beauty of your life and now you get to choose to be free of something causing you so much pain- obvious quick and hot pain now but secret and slow poisoning pain before. I wish you great success and renewed enthusiasm for life, I wish you tears that refresh and clarity and peace. Please let me know if I can help you on your journey. Hugs and healing to you.... |
I'm sorry to hear you have lost so many to alcohol. I'm so glad I was not another one. I don't think not drinking anymore will be too hard for me. I am too scared to even want to crave it now. And yeah, so over waking up and not remembering what happened the night before.