My x boyfriend was killed 1 year after we broke up. It has been over 10 years and I still think of him often. I had not talked to him since the night that we had broken up and we ran into each other at a party, we had both moved on and were happy in our new relationships. We talked for the longest time, he apologized for being such a jurk and told me that he will always hold a place for me in his heart... he died exactly one week later.
You are not alone.
The heart takes so long to heal after a loss... but it will heal. It takes time... You can get through this, you are strong!
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