I don't know anything about the technical/health stuff, but you don't owe anyone anything (you sound wonderfully compassionate and kind). I truly believe you should follow your instincts--that gut-level feeling--and you'll have made the right choice decision. To me, I think you know the little girl is right. Follow your heart and don't worry about anyone else--you're making a lifelong commitment to yourself and your new baby and the two of you are what matters! It'll be alright and you should be feeling excited, not upset. I don't even know you, but I believe in you! Please forgive me if I didn't follow the situation exactly, but I still feel strongly that you know what you want and that is the right decision--trust yourself. |