So sorry for the loss of your sweet Chloe! What a heartache you and you bf must be going through! I really feel for you both. I also say go with your heart/instincts. Business is business and the breeder should understand. Good for you that you stopped payment. I'd say, for your own sake, don't receive any calls; as it may stress you out more. Sending positive thoughts your way. You will find the 'right' furbaby in time. Again, SO sorry for your loss.