I completely understand how you feel. For a long time I didn't want another dog because I didn't think I could handle the pain, but now in my golden years, I feel differently, I don't want my little ones left behind should I die, so I think it would be better for me to if they die first, the thought of leaving them behind is too much to bear.
By the way, Villette seemed like a very passionate, yet very understanding and forgiving person. I'm sure she would forgive you if you feel like there was something you've done that was wrong. I really miss her, she added a lot of spice to the board, but from my understanding, she had to seek a full time job and no longer had time for YT.
Hugs to you Joan, I'm sure we will get to meet all of our pets in Heaven, otherwise it just wouldn't be Heaven! |