Oh, Joan, I am so sorry. Although time diminishes the pain, it still hurts so much. Yesterday it was five years since I lost Ashley, so I know how you are feeling. I miss Ashley so much, along with her baby sisters and her sister before her. Although it's very dofficult when we lose them, the love they share with us while they are alive and the love that forever remains makes the pain of loss worth it all. I wish you could have another little baby to love. You have so much love to give to others, including animals and people. I feel very fortunate to know someone as special as you. |