Thank you all for the kind words and support. The cancer is end stage, so I am already giving palliative care. The CF is a new issue that's just starting which is whats so upsetting. I know when I do make the phone call to the vet, what it will mean. I have to be prepared for that visit to more then likely be his last day....thus the postponing it for right now. I know I can't face it today. Its just sad as can be. My mom has my son for the weekend and I''m back from my appt, so I plan to just hang out with him today. I got him a steak on the way home with a bone in it..That will make him happy today I'm sure. I'm giving myself till Tuesday to decide when to call the vet. I don't know why but that makes sense to me today. I'm too emotional about it right now. Poor little guy. We are going to sit on the deck in the sun and watch the birds for a little while. |