[Doodlebug]

killing animals for fun has always been very disturbing to me. For the life of me I can't figure out how destroying a beautiful creature can be enjoyable. I used to watch TV's Jane Velez Mitchell program on HLN and she used to show clips at the end of her show of human cruelty to cows, pigs, chickens, you name it, animals raised for slaughter. It was just sickening. I would stop eating pork, beef, chicken or whatever for a time after that but then always went back to eating it. I don't understand why I feel the need to consume meat but I do feel guilty about it and wish I could stop. I eat mostly chicken in my diet but still.