I too am so sorry for your loss. Yes that grief is so painful and real..doesn't feel like it will ever stop. I had to put down my dear little George on Jan 3. I truly was inconsolable. Everything made me cry..seeing my other dog, his brother so sad tore my heart out. I still cry when I think of him..but, thats ok. I still cry for my husband and dad who both just died a few years ago. Love is love and when a loved one leaves us, we hurt. Loss is very hard. I was not planning on getting another dog right away. I felt like I would be cheating on George…but, life has its own timing..and Sunni, came out of nowhere to me. I wasn't looking for her, but my friend knew I was brokenhearted. I didn't want to go out and hardly did..but she called to tell me about a little baby Yorkie that was going to a shelter because the breeder…well, thats not even important. Lets just say she/he was a mercenary """" (word rhymes with pick) lol. I said..I'll take her!! 4 hours later she was in my arms
And, I was immediately in love! She didn't replace George, but she's filling up the empty space with her own little brand of love. I say all the time, that I'm pretty sure it was George up on the Rainbow Bridge who set this up. He would have loved Sunni to bits. I'm sure your Chanel probably made some arrangements for you too..
Enjoy your beautiful new puppy.