I'm sorry for your terrible loss and like most of the others here, know exactly what you are going through and how you are hurting. The loss if almost unbearable right now. Indulge yourself by crying and grieving as long as you need, as once the shock wears off, sad reality really hits home. Talk about her life and death, exchange stories about things she did and get your painful feelings out. It really helps you face and deal with your loss. Eventually, your healing from grief begins and slowly, sweet, happy memories will gradually take over the bad ones. Having a little puppy in the house should help you keep your mind busy dealing with the practical and totally fun part of getting to know another dog who really needs you.
Rest in peace, Chanel.
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