I agree that when you hold a tragedy close to your heart, it's very hard to heal. You can't go on blaming yourself either, your baby loved for you to be happy. I also agree that if you have room in your heart and home, a new puppy is a wonderful source of joy and healing. Only time will fade the images, but until you forgive yourself and allow that kind of love in your life again, you will struggle to heal.
Again, forgive yourself. Your little one would never have blamed you or held a grudge because of the love you shared. |