Bless your heart - that sudden kind of loss is horrible. Was little Lexi not checked over at the vet's office the day before, examined, temp taken, etc.? I'm so sorry you've so suddenly and horribly lost your baby way too early in her life. You deserved to have her for years to come. Still, little Lexi left this world lying with you over her, feeling your love and concern for her. She's at peace now. She will always live in your heart and be forever loved.
The heartache you are experiencing must be extreme right now. Cry and grieve that baby all you must and get that pain out as best you can until you can't cry anymore and do that as long as you feel the need. Talk about her and get your feelings out - don't you dare hold them in. Post about your memories and emotions anytime you need. Talk to family and friends. Rest all you can right now, your body and mind need it. We'll be praying for you as most of us know something about what you are going through and can understand why you are so heartbroken.
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