[gemy]

Sorry somehow only part of what I wanted to say got posted. Be thankfull that you have the opportunity to love her in your own home until the end. It is dreadfull of course, but at least she is surrounded by you and the wonderfull smells of her home.


I do not know if it makes the grief and loss easier. But really when we have to let go, nothing makes it easier for us, only easier for our beloveds!


You will have close friends and family by you. I can't say of course how the rest of your day will be = I felt like I was moving through molasses - disconnected from the world around me. I was stunned in loss. Thankfully hubby was able to drive me home. While not too embarrassing, I had to go to the vets office for my Zoeys euthanasia - the walls are not soundproof although I was not thinking of that then - I sobbed uncontrollably - and then I had to go out into the waiting room, and everyone glanced at me with pain in their eyes = they were pretty sure what had gone on behind those closed doors.


I had so wished to have euthanasia happen at home - but it could not be.


Love her as I know you will do until the universe wraps her it its loving embrace.


(((((deepest hugs to you )))))))