Thank you everyone. These last few hours are torture but I am cherishing every second I have left with my precious baby. I know in my head, absolutely, this is the right decision. Just wish this would travel from my head to my heart. She is so full of unconditional love and without doubt would continue on for me, but it's just not right or fair. I am praying to let go of my selfishness and think about her well-being, no matter how much it hurts. I never had any children, so she truly is my baby girl. My brother and best friend are coming over in a while to be with us,which I am grateful for. Thank you all so much for your thoughts and prayers. I am holding her close to my heart and in my heart,and whispering in her ear. |