Oh, my heart aches for you. It's so difficult to move on from this crushing pain. I don't have any answers for you, but I lost my Shelby suddenly right after getting my hopes up too. We love these little creatures so much, losing them is the worst pain one can endure. I wish I could tell you how to ease the pain. Allow yourself time to grieve, be kind to yourself, take a trip, do something different. It helps a little.
I admire you for trying to find answers. I am sorry, you still have questions but how wonderful that you cared enough to try. What a lucky little dog, to be loved so much I hope someday you treat another sweet Yorkie to life with you. I know it will take time but it does help. I cried every single day, sometimes hysterically, until the day I got my Ali. She saved me. I could never replace Shelby, I wasn't trying.
Big hug, know we all care very very much. |