Heartache I am terribly sorry for your loss & I know the confusion you are feeling. I too lost my yorkie a little over a year ago to a sudden illness. She had NME & I lost her just shy of 4 years. I did know what she had & what she died from & truthfully it did nothing to make me feel better. So I agree with the other post "some things we just have no control over." I was so devastated I went on petloss.com & they helped me through it. I will always miss her but that stabbing pain lessens with time. I wish you peace & healing. Bobbie Jo & Layla too. |