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Originally Posted by Lilah Charm  I am young but overloaded and scrambled, today I am so overwhelmed and exhausted that I became extremely frustrated trying to figure out an ikea curtain rod while a bird outside made a terrible noise, sigh- why won't they just put words on it! I suppose between the five young children and braces and therapy apts and special needs school meetings a work and farm animals and property Maintenence andcooking for hoards and paying the bills that if my brain does not implode now, I am not sure what wil be left as I age  the just don't give a damns are hitting me early and the enthusiasm for anything but making it through to the next day definitely becomes challenging sometimes. Today my blankets are a comfort, my tea cup beside me, my darling lilah on my lap and the hope that my wonderful love will come home with Chinese take out  yup, I'm with you. |
You just simply sound worn out! With 5 kids and a dog, I don't blame you for being tired and giving in to the "don't give a damns", girl, you've earned it. One day you will look back just like the older ones of us do now and wonder how you got through it all. Oddly though, I've forgotten the much of the exhausting or bad times and just seem to remember all the good.