Ah, sweetie, you have Yorkie Puppy Blues. I had that, you will have your own baby, and all will be good. I think this is a great site, but I can imagine, how you feel , seeing and hearing about them all the time, when ya want one so bad... I feel for ya.
You'll get your baby, when it's right for you. I'm sure.
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Rhonda, Bailey, Josie and my angel Bella Rue'
"Until one has loved an animal, a part of one's soul remains unawakened."
~Anatole France~